I hate writing but i would love to publish a book...

I remember when i was younger i used to write stories for my sister to read or i would pretend that i was an author. I think if i could do anything in this world i would want to get a book published. I seriously would be complete. This is ironic to me because although i love the idea of being a writer i hate writing (well not exactly) i love writing but i hate correcting what i wrote and i hate writing about stuff that i am not passionate about. I hate having to pay attention to grammar and subject verb agreement and i hate worrying about transitions. Seriously, I have such horrible memories about sitting in English class ( I HATE ENGLISH) and having to write essays about topics that sucked, and the funny thing is whenever we had the freedom to choose our own topic i just wrote about what the person next to me was writing on cause i hated coming up with my own topics. What is funny to me is that i consider myself a creative person. However i don't like structure and i think thats one of the things i always hated about English class. I couldn't just ramble on aimlessly about things that were on my mind. No thats a no no all that got me was an F. I had to first plan my essay, then i had to come up with a catchy beginning (boring) then i had to come up with a thesis sentence (double yawn) then i needed to have topic sentences to support my thesis (i seriously almost fall asleep thinking about being in an English class.) Why cant i just write my thoughts on paper and have the teacher organize the ideas the way she or he sees fit. Anyways back to my goals of being a writer, i sm going to write a book and it is going to get published even if i am the one to finance it and i only sell one copy (well two cause my boyfriend would have to buy a copy too) it is going to happen i just have to ask another author what he/she is writing about...lol