The Future

Sometimes i wonder if i had the chance to look into the future if i would actually take that opportunity. Looking into the future would be having the ability to know how my life turned out and i would have confirmation (i hope) that the chooses i make today ultimately gets me to my life's goal (which at the age of 26 i am still searching to find hopes, dreams and aspirations that seems as lost as i am right now). There is also the chance that my life in the future would suck if thats the case what would i do about that? Would making changes in my life have an affect on the lives of those around me? Am I even going to put that type of responsibility on myself of affecting others (thats my moment of overreacting..lol sorry)

Anyways, I think the truth is i wouldnt want to know what the future brings. Truth is i think thinking about the future is a waste of time. Why you may ask?Although i could do it, I am not going to give a sermon about God not promising tomorrow to anyone, my real reason for not worrying about the future is because i live in the present. The present is where change begins, we can say everyday what we will do in the future but unless we start with today we cannot make any changes. I can say today i can change my life and make it what i want it to be today. On the other hand, if I just sit and hope that in the future i can change then change will probably never come cause i am always waiting on tomorrow (the future).

I think would would be more fun is being able to travel to the past to correct the mistakes i made so that my present which would have been my future (if i am in the past) would be more of what i want it to me. (hope you was able to keep up with that i am not sure if i could...lol) Just think about it..lol

Anyways enough rambling on this topic

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