Saturday, October 16, 2010

CRAPPY MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two days with a limited of sleep is taking a toll on me. I am in such a horrible MOOD! I just want to scream and on top of that my eyes are burning (I need to get my glasses repaired)! Trying to stay positive but it is not always easy. I remember when I used to be able to function on limited sleep. Seems like those days are gone and now I turn into a grouch is i can't sleep for 8hours a night. 

Current Mood: Grumpy and Moody (don't stare at me too hard because I just might cuss you out today..lol No not really (just maybe)


Friday, October 15, 2010

Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for...

In all honesty, the first thing that came to my mind is not something I want to share over the internet. Nevertheless, the answer I am going with is lying to my boyfriend at the beginning of our relationship is something that I have to forgive myself for. I think I am not over it because I think about how much issues we had and we really could have avoided some of the hardships we had if I had just been honest with him from the beginning. I don't know why I haven't let that go yet, especially since it has been almost five years now. But thats my answer. 

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Day 2; Something That I love about Myself

I honestly cannot think about something that I love about myself. I like a lot of things about myself but I guess I would have to say that I don't prejudge people. I always give people a chance to prove themselves before I make assumptions. I try to be opinion minded, and I am really generous sometimes too generous. I love my sense of humour and I love my overall personality. (Did I really say I couldn't thing of something in the beginning? My bad I thought of something..lol)

Day 1 Something I hate about myself.

This was easy for me to think about something I hate about myself. Sure hate is a strong word and in a perfect world I would love everything about myself but truth is I am sure everyone can find something they hate about themselves. The thing I hate most about myself isn't a superficial or  physical thing, what I hate about myself if my inability to complete things. I have started so many things that I have never finished it is ridiculous. When I was younger I didn't see it as a problem because I always told myself it is not a big deal I have time to finish it. But as I get older I am realising that starting things and not finishing it is a waste of my time. The problem is I have no idea how to move forward and correct this bad habit that I have. It is easy to say that if I start something I should work on it until I am finished but I get bored so easily that its hard for me to finish things I start sometimes.  I will give you a prime example, I actually started this post over a week ago. I would say 10 days ago and I am just posting it. Yea it is that serious and I am this bad at it...lol