Almost time to say goodbye...

The last 3months have truly been amazing. Every moment that I get to spend with Sir is like being in a Never Never Land where time just seems to stop, and I am in a place where nothing but great things happens and all that surrounds me is love and happiness. I can never say enough, just how happy I am  to have this man in my life and just how much he means to me. Sometimes, I feel like I am going to wake up and this is all going to be just a dream. Sometimes, when I am with him I want to pinch myself just to make sure that this is real.

However, reality finally sets in and time catches up with us and it is time to once again say so long see you again in a few months. And my eyes fill with tears and I feel like my heart is being riped from my body and I wonder why am I always so sad when I have to leave him? Why haven't I adjusted to the distance after 4.5 years of being in this long distance relationship? I think the answer to that question is, every time we are together it is a unique experience. We learn more about each other and we fall in love with each other for the hundredth time and while some people believe that another person cannot complete them Sir completes me and I love him with all my heart...  He completes me. He is the ying to my yang...