Believe it or not i don't need you to like me.

I wonder why people waste their time and mine by being nice to me when they know they dont really like me? I am a person who really dont care who likes me or who doesn't. I know that scientists believe that we are social beings and need others around us but truth is i defy that law. I dont care to be around people. I tolerate them because i feel like i have to, therefore it is more of a thing i do rather than a thing i like. I do it more because i don't want to hurt anyone else feelings there are some people that want others to like them. I am someone who wants to know if a person doesn't like me so we can do each other a favour and keep our distance, We can avoid the awkward smiles and the fake courtesies, I can pretend I don't see you and you can pretend the same. We can be invisible to each other and there will be no hard feelings. (I promise you will be doing me a favour.)

What i don't want is for you to pretend you like me. Pretend to be my friend but in the back of your mind your plotting ways to expose the side of me you think exists. I am pretty much a straight forward person. I can credit that to my family because they are pretty honest people. The thing about you is that your easy to read, your just like a book. All your pages are open and everything is written in large print. There isn't anything ambiguous about your feelings towards me, and while you think I have no idea of your intentions truth is I am keeping you close because i don't trust you. I realised a while ago that two can play this game. So while you think you have one up on me truth is you have been exposed. When you are ready to be real, none of your intentions will be a surprise to me because like i said before you are like an open book, and i have read all your chapters. Keep being fake. Keep thinking your playing me cause your the only one being played and you are dispensable. I wasn't always this smiling nice girl you think i am. Plus in case, you forgot my life will still go on even if your not in it. I hope you have your seat belt on cause its gonna be a bumpy ride, you really have no idea what you have gotten yourself into.

Note: This is a message to the fake persons in my life who think i have no idea they don't have my best interest at heart.