It's been a while since I made a post. The only problem with that is I have no idea what to post about... So I thought I would just make a post about what I am afraid of...
1. I am afraid of the idea of flying... Some of you may be confused at this point... I bet you are thinking that I mean that I am afraid of planes or flying itself ( I am not insane I know i can't make myself fly...lol) but you would be wrong. I am not afraid of being on a plane but rather, it's the idea of getting on a plane that terrifies the bejesus out of me. I have no idea why that is but whenever I am waiting to board the plane I have to give myself a peep talk and I have the tell myself that running away and crying like a little girl won't change anything the ticket is bought I have to go! I know you are probably thinking now if I am like that while sitting at the gate what must I be like on the plane? Well once I am on the plane all the fears go away and I am completely excited about the journey ahead... Strange but this is true.
2. I am afraid of mouthwash. Well it's more that I am afraid of the idea of swallowing mouthwash. I do not ever gargle mouthwash because I have convinced myself that I am going to swallow it. Which will result in me burning my stomach out and eventually having internal bleeding because I forgot it wasn't something that I could swallow.
3. I am afraid of ledges. I know I am not alone on this one. I am not standing close to the edge of anything screw that. I don't do this either cause I have convinced myself that if I stand over the edge of something someones unsupervised child is going to bump into me or this massive wind is going to blow out of nowhere and I am going to fall to my death... (Yea I am at fear number three and I am starting to notice a trend I think I am just paranoid.)
4. I am afraid of driving... No explanation if you live in Nassau Bahamas you probably are afraid of driving too...lol
5. I am afraid of being in a house by myself. I am seriously paranoid. Right now I am sitting in a house by myself and I have been giving myself peep talks the whole time I was writing this post. I am constantly reminding myself that there isn't some ghost sitting next to me right now, the breeze I feel on my neck is just coming from the open window not from someone I can't see breathing on my neck. And the sounds I hear of someone walking is only in my mind. And there is no need to walk fast (when i go from the bathroom back to the room) cause nothing is chasing me. And locking the door does keep the ghosts out...lol Yea i know right???? Someone call get this girl on some meds.
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