What's Up Peeps

I feel like I have neglected this blog. I don't know why I haven't done a post lately. Well I do know I have just been too lazy to do it. My life has been a bit uneventful (sorta kinda) Next week Sir will be here. I think we are long over due when it comes to being together. I had some ideas for posts but now that I am trying to write nothing comes to my mind. well nothing that I want to share at this time. Tomorrow is another day maybe I will make another post then...lol

Day 4 of 30 Days of Truth

Today's post is on something I have to forgive someone for. I am pretty much a laid back person I get angry quick but I also forgive quickly too. With that said I will say that I probably only have 3 persons that I don't like (former friends) and if I had to forgive someone for something, I would have to forgive them for being bad friends.

CRAPPY MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two days with a limited of sleep is taking a toll on me. I am in such a horrible MOOD! I just want to scream and on top of that my eyes are burning (I need to get my glasses repaired)! Trying to stay positive but it is not always easy. I remember when I used to be able to function on limited sleep. Seems like those days are gone and now I turn into a grouch is i can't sleep for 8hours a night. 

Current Mood: Grumpy and Moody (don't stare at me too hard because I just might cuss you out today..lol No not really (just maybe)

Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for...

In all honesty, the first thing that came to my mind is not something I want to share over the internet. Nevertheless, the answer I am going with is lying to my boyfriend at the beginning of our relationship is something that I have to forgive myself for. I think I am not over it because I think about how much issues we had and we really could have avoided some of the hardships we had if I had just been honest with him from the beginning. I don't know why I haven't let that go yet, especially since it has been almost five years now. But thats my answer. 

Day 2; Something That I love about Myself

I honestly cannot think about something that I love about myself. I like a lot of things about myself but I guess I would have to say that I don't prejudge people. I always give people a chance to prove themselves before I make assumptions. I try to be opinion minded, and I am really generous sometimes too generous. I love my sense of humour and I love my overall personality. (Did I really say I couldn't thing of something in the beginning? My bad I thought of something..lol)

Day 1 Something I hate about myself.

This was easy for me to think about something I hate about myself. Sure hate is a strong word and in a perfect world I would love everything about myself but truth is I am sure everyone can find something they hate about themselves. The thing I hate most about myself isn't a superficial or  physical thing, what I hate about myself if my inability to complete things. I have started so many things that I have never finished it is ridiculous. When I was younger I didn't see it as a problem because I always told myself it is not a big deal I have time to finish it. But as I get older I am realising that starting things and not finishing it is a waste of my time. The problem is I have no idea how to move forward and correct this bad habit that I have. It is easy to say that if I start something I should work on it until I am finished but I get bored so easily that its hard for me to finish things I start sometimes.  I will give you a prime example, I actually started this post over a week ago. I would say 10 days ago and I am just posting it. Yea it is that serious and I am this bad at it...lol

30 days of Truth

Long story short, I found this on someones blog and decided I would do it too... I thought why not participate? It will give me something to blog about in between trying to think about things to blog about.  


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself