CRAPPY MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two days with a limited of sleep is taking a toll on me. I am in such a horrible MOOD! I just want to scream and on top of that my eyes are burning (I need to get my glasses repaired)! Trying to stay positive but it is not always easy. I remember when I used to be able to function on limited sleep. Seems like those days are gone and now I turn into a grouch is i can't sleep for 8hours a night. 

Current Mood: Grumpy and Moody (don't stare at me too hard because I just might cuss you out today..lol No not really (just maybe)

Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for...

In all honesty, the first thing that came to my mind is not something I want to share over the internet. Nevertheless, the answer I am going with is lying to my boyfriend at the beginning of our relationship is something that I have to forgive myself for. I think I am not over it because I think about how much issues we had and we really could have avoided some of the hardships we had if I had just been honest with him from the beginning. I don't know why I haven't let that go yet, especially since it has been almost five years now. But thats my answer. 

Day 2; Something That I love about Myself

I honestly cannot think about something that I love about myself. I like a lot of things about myself but I guess I would have to say that I don't prejudge people. I always give people a chance to prove themselves before I make assumptions. I try to be opinion minded, and I am really generous sometimes too generous. I love my sense of humour and I love my overall personality. (Did I really say I couldn't thing of something in the beginning? My bad I thought of something..lol)

Day 1 Something I hate about myself.

This was easy for me to think about something I hate about myself. Sure hate is a strong word and in a perfect world I would love everything about myself but truth is I am sure everyone can find something they hate about themselves. The thing I hate most about myself isn't a superficial or  physical thing, what I hate about myself if my inability to complete things. I have started so many things that I have never finished it is ridiculous. When I was younger I didn't see it as a problem because I always told myself it is not a big deal I have time to finish it. But as I get older I am realising that starting things and not finishing it is a waste of my time. The problem is I have no idea how to move forward and correct this bad habit that I have. It is easy to say that if I start something I should work on it until I am finished but I get bored so easily that its hard for me to finish things I start sometimes.  I will give you a prime example, I actually started this post over a week ago. I would say 10 days ago and I am just posting it. Yea it is that serious and I am this bad at it...lol

30 days of Truth

Long story short, I found this on someones blog and decided I would do it too... I thought why not participate? It will give me something to blog about in between trying to think about things to blog about.  


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Life Don't Give Do Overs (CoKe Soda Ramblings)

I am sure everyone at some point in their life wishes they could go back and change some of the things they did in the past. Or maybe take up and opportunity that they let pass by. I know I have a lot of things that I would love to do over/change in my life. Unfortunately, it is not possible.  The fact of the matter is, all we are destined for is to continue life one day at a time until the time we have has expired and we most leave this place that only gives us one chance to get things done. Sometimes that seems unfair because some people really don't get that much time to do anything.On the other hand if you take advantage of the time you do have and you do things the way you want it done why have regrets? Where does the need to do things over come from? Why is it even a desire for most? Just think about think about what answers you come up with. Share if you wish.

Coke Soda Keeps me Awake...

Yea the title says it all. I cannot drink coke soda cause then I will be staring at my laptop screen with nothing to do except try to think of what I can do on the internet. The funny part is my eyes are burning because they want to be closed so badly but my mind is racing just I just drank a cup of coke soda! (well I did but that's besides the point!). What did I do to deserve this? I was thirsty and didn't think about it before I drank the coke. I know that I can't handle my caffeine but did that deter me from drinking the coke soda???? NOPE IT DIDN'T. Anyways enough of my idleness I am going to bed. I rather stare at the tv anyways. Good night PEEPS I am off to bed.