A message to the love of my life...

Dear _________. (you know your name :P)

I am happy to have you in my life. You are certainly a dream come true and even though we may have our ups and downs i would not change anything about you. You may not be perfect but you are perfect for me. Your the yin to my yang and we provide balance each other's lives. I love that we can talk about EVERYTHING and i love the open relationship that we have. I love how you make me feel protected and its a comfort to know that i can always count on you. I just want to say from the bottom of my heart that i love you now and forever... Thats a promise and a threat...lol I love you hun

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its that easy ronald :P

'I'm in love with my grandson and we're having a baby' - New Idea Magazine - Yahoo!Xtra Lifestyle

'I'm in love with my grandson and we're having a baby' - New Idea Magazine - Yahoo!Xtra Lifestyle

I was reading this story and i couldnt help but be grossed out. I know that people say cousins make dozens but having an open relationship with your grandparent? That is sick on so many levels. I think of myself as being a very open person but there is no way i could begin to understand what would bring someone to date his/her grandparent. Long story short they should get their minds checked cause they are crazy... Here i thought nothing could top my voodoo story. I guess i was wrong...lol

Witchcraft and Voodoo... WTH?

I live in the ghetto, (well more like surrounded by the ghetto my corner is pretty boring.) I have this neighbour she is seriously one flew over the crazy nest. She has herself convinced that someone is trying to work black magic on her. Now i was a fan of the chipmucks i know the witch doctor song. I remember the Ooh to the eeh the ooh the aah ahh to the ting to the tang to the wallawalla bingbang all that is fine. But this woman walking around the yard talking about how people trying to put stuff down for her and her children. Mind you i never saw anyone strange around where we live. Not only that she spends her day sprinkling salt and sweeping the yard... WTF???? are people seriously so obsessed with voodoo and black magic that they seriously take those types of measures against people? Like i said i live in the ghetto but this is the first time i ever met someone so obsessed with the notion of being fixed and fixing others. Makes me want to call the bus to pick her crazy azz up.

He said this to me...lol

So i am talking to my bf on google talk, and he says this to me...lol

Him: thank you for everything my love (K)

i serious man... dis is so cool :P

i is be happy ta be ya man, ya no

i een joking ya no...

Me: (speechless) wondering who told this white dutch man he can speak bahamian english? White bahamians dont even speak bahamian english...lol im just gonna laugh cause its cute and hopefully he wont do it in public...

Joke 4 Dayz

My first family island experience.

I can believe i am doing this, but i am planning a trip to South Andros. I am pretty sure i said that i would never visit a family island. My reason for saying that is because i consider myself to be a city mouse. I don't like the idea of mosquitoes buzzing around my head nor am i enthusiastic about the boring atmosphere of little people limited cars and nothingness. Some how that N word (never) has came to haunt me and now i am actually excited about the things i used to loathe.

I am looking forward to laying on the beach (in the shade of course i do not need a tan) , going fishing, (yea right not happening) exploring the area on a bike ( i hope i remember how to ride) and just relaxing (there is a word i almost forgot about). I am looking forward to spending time with my boyfriend on a beach in the middle of no where...

Sounds relaxing doesn't it?

Believe it or not i don't need you to like me.

I wonder why people waste their time and mine by being nice to me when they know they dont really like me? I am a person who really dont care who likes me or who doesn't. I know that scientists believe that we are social beings and need others around us but truth is i defy that law. I dont care to be around people. I tolerate them because i feel like i have to, therefore it is more of a thing i do rather than a thing i like. I do it more because i don't want to hurt anyone else feelings there are some people that want others to like them. I am someone who wants to know if a person doesn't like me so we can do each other a favour and keep our distance, We can avoid the awkward smiles and the fake courtesies, I can pretend I don't see you and you can pretend the same. We can be invisible to each other and there will be no hard feelings. (I promise you will be doing me a favour.)

What i don't want is for you to pretend you like me. Pretend to be my friend but in the back of your mind your plotting ways to expose the side of me you think exists. I am pretty much a straight forward person. I can credit that to my family because they are pretty honest people. The thing about you is that your easy to read, your just like a book. All your pages are open and everything is written in large print. There isn't anything ambiguous about your feelings towards me, and while you think I have no idea of your intentions truth is I am keeping you close because i don't trust you. I realised a while ago that two can play this game. So while you think you have one up on me truth is you have been exposed. When you are ready to be real, none of your intentions will be a surprise to me because like i said before you are like an open book, and i have read all your chapters. Keep being fake. Keep thinking your playing me cause your the only one being played and you are dispensable. I wasn't always this smiling nice girl you think i am. Plus in case, you forgot my life will still go on even if your not in it. I hope you have your seat belt on cause its gonna be a bumpy ride, you really have no idea what you have gotten yourself into.

Note: This is a message to the fake persons in my life who think i have no idea they don't have my best interest at heart.